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(This is a mere thumb nail sketch of the story of Bob and Rusty. For a complete story read BEING THE  BODY by Charles Colson and Ellen Vaughn. Thomas Nelson Publishers)

Bob McAllister didn’t have to take time from his prestigious world to enter the other world which he had come to care for so deeply. The South Carolina State Penitentiary was only a few miles from the plush mahogany and leather surroundings of his state government office. Ye the two worlds so close in physical proximity could not have been farther apart. Bob served as an aid to the governor, but in whatever spare time he could muster, he took a short drive and entered the long corridor that transferred him  from the atmospheric heights of public success to lowest depths of individual despair. Bob had let many a prisoner to Christ in the  years of his service. He thought he had seen most of the worst. But he was not prepared for the encounter he had one Friday night in October of 1985.

     While making his way back though the harsh hallway after an evening of ministry to various inmates, Bob was tired and ready to get home to Carol.  But he felt an urge to stop at one more cell. Its inhabitant looked like a pale, cadaverous, dirty, waxen wraith sitting  on the cold concrete, surrounded by strewn papers, half eaten rotting food, tissue paper, and old issues of Playboy and Penthouse. The cell stank, but its inhabitant reeked more.  Long dirty blondish hair and matted beard seemed to be draped over a rubber mask instead of a human face. There was no sound or movement except one-the scurrying noise of scores of roaches which were meandering uninterrupted over the prison’s head and entire body. Suddenly Bob realized that he had met this inmate before! He called him by name, attempting to rouse him into some kind of response. Though Bob was not from a church background that ever seriously gave attention to such a concept, suddenly he became overwhelmed by a horrifying invisible but palpable presence, as if Bob had entered forbidden territory. This presence would not allow its victim to move or even speak-a demonic prison-keeper within the earthly prison. Bob called on the name of Jesus to break the hold  in the cell, then he cried out to its embalmed victim, “Rusty, just say the Name of Jesus. Call on Jesus.”

     Nothing happened for a few long minutes. Then the frozen lips moved slowly. “Jesus,” he whispered. “Jesus. Jesus.” To Bob’s amazement it was as if Rusty was slowly thawing. “Son, look at what you are living in!” Bob continued to speak to him, guiding Rusty to ask Jesus to bring him back to life, to cleanse his heart and mind as well as his body. As Rusty nodded his head in agreement with Bob’s words, the washing began. For the first time in fifteen years cleansing streams began to pour from Rusty’s newly awakened eyes.

Who Was Rusty?

Once upon a time there was a  beautiful little blond headed boy who chased squirrels, watched circling hawks, and laid in the grass near  his favorite fishing hole, dreaming the dreams boys are supposed to dream. This was the only reprieve from his father’s cruel tirades. As Rusty grew bigger and stronger so did his anger, resulting in his leaving home. He slept in ditches and barns and learned to soothe the ache first with ‘weed’ then liquefied amphetamines straight into his veins. By nineteen he went to state prison for stealing cases of beer. After his release he looked for men of like nature but always older. For even in his drug induced stupor, he knew what his heart was longing for. He hooked up with Skaar whom he would sometimes introduce as his father. Skaar began teaching Rusty the finer points of making fast money. Reinforced with drugs and whiskey, they set out in a bloody partnership.

     On February 22, 1979 Rusty murdered his first victim in order to steal his coin collection. He then entered a nearby house at random where he, alongside his father figure, shot a couple in cold blood. They continued on to Pawley’s Island, where they robbed a store and kidnapped the two lady clerks. After raping them, Rusty shot them both. One of the women lived and functions today without her lower face intact. Rusty and Skaar finished their night in a Myrtle Beach motel where police closed in. Skaar shot himself. Rusty was taken and confessed it all. Still high, but now descending into the horror that clear-mindedness brings, his soul disintegrated as he contemplated the works of his hands. He was easily found guilty and sentenced to death in the South Carolina electric chair.

Rusty Goes Home to His True Father

In April of 1990 all appeals had run their perfunctory legal course. As the electrician fitted Rusty’s head and limbs with the electrodes the warden asked if Rusty had any last words. He thought for a moment, then said simply, “I’m sorry for what I have done. Jesus Christ is my Savior. My only wish is that everyone in the world could feel the love I have felt from Him.” The death hood was placed over his head. Two thousand volts of electric power surged to its target. Rusty’s body collapsed into death. As darkness fell off Rusty, he stepped into Light, there to fully encounter the Arms that had  been holding him daily in his earthly prison cell….

God Uses Foolish Things

I am more and more aware of my weakness. If God delights in using foolish and weak things I am far more qualified than I ever realized.

     When I consider the degree of deep suffering in the world and when I contemplate even for a moment, the terrible price Jesus paid in order to redeem men and women from that evil, I am filled with confidence, not in myself obviously, not in my ability to argue well, but in HIM and what He accomplished on the Cross. There are lots of Bobs out there who leave their comfort zone to enter the pain and suffering of others in order to bring healing and salvation. We tend to celebrate them when we hear of them because there seems to be so few warriors that we know about. We fail to follow Bob’s example because we have been duped into thinking we heed to know more before we venture into the battle. We have fallen for the lie that it takes intellectual agility to minister the gospel successfully. But Rusty’s encounter with Bob shows another view.

     Yes the story of Rusty is unusually dramatic, yet not really. The only difference in Rusty and all of us is the degree of outward manifestation of evil in that cell produced by Rusty’s inner condition. But if we could see with spirit eyes the real condition of people without Christ we would see Rustys more often than we think. If we saw the inner cells and the demonic vermin tormenting people around us compassion and holy anger would over rule our fear of inadequacy. We would depend on the perfection of the Gospel, not our abilities, to bring the effect of the Kingdom into the seemingly hopeless scenarios of the lives we encounter.

     Bob McAllister was not a theologian or a preacher. He may or may not have the philosophical tools to successfully argue points of theology. Rather he entered a demonic stronghold in Jesus’ Name and pointed to the shed blood of Calvary. The Holy Spirit reaped the harvest. Rusty’s cell could no longer hold him. To quote Wesley’s great hymn, “My chains fell off, my heart was free, I rose, went forth and followed Thee.”

     Western arrogance prides itself in cynical debunking of anything it cannot reduce to the sum of its parts. Media often shreds lives then celebrates the broken pieces. The gospel does not boast of great wisdom. Even a little child can own it. Yet it can take those same broken pieces and resurrect them into transformed Life. I have the greatest respect and appreciation for those who are called to wrestle with the academic community over questions of faith. I have visited that realm on occasions as both speaker and audience. I appreciate those who do it full time. They are evangelists to the world and they have their needed place. But I grow more and more weary with brain to brain wrestling matches. Though a childlike posture angers the great nd mighty doubters who constantly demand proofs which never seem to satisfy their objections, could it be that God will in His mercy, allow the grave darkness so many seem to embrace willfully, to become so dark, that they will lose interest in sophistry, and like Rusty, in total desperation, bow to the Light the moment it appears. So may we be so soaked in the realty of the Cross that we will be that Light.

I will not boat in anything, no gift no power, no wisdom

But I will boast in Jesus Christ, His death and resurrection

How can I gain from His reward, I cannot give an answer

But this I know with al my heart

His wounds have paid my ransom

~Stuart Townsend